I’m always conflicted

Compassion and violence

Chaos and Order

Id and super-ego

I can’t come up with the only answer

I don’t have enough time to think about it

People will say I am

Two-Faced

I can’t go to extremes

It’s the same in sex dreams

That's probably a theme in my life

I’m screaming my mind out but I’ve never been able to come to a conclusion

I say convenient things like inclusion

But the real world is filled with confusion

What if it was all my delusion?

No, I don’t wanna be disillusioned

No, I don’t wanna be disillusioned

Yes, I’m a fake

Imma break what I made

I’m fucking ashamed

I’m not brave

I do the same thing again

Am I fucking lame?

I’m afraid of being blamed

I can’t escape the fucking game

I’m just digging my own grave

This headache won’t go away

I’m a fake

Imma break what I made

I’m fucking ashamed

I’m not brave

I do the same thing again

Am I fucking lame?

I’m afraid of being blamed

I can’t escape the fucking game

I’m just digging my own grave

This headache won’t go away

Yeah, I am fucking Two-Faced

I’m gonna break what I made

I am fucking Two-Faced

Is that though?

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