I'm takin' the back streets

I'm weighing it up

I'm waiting on myself to splinter in and no one out here gives a fuck

Don't want you to hold me

I'll do this alone

I'm sick of your selfishness and I don't wanna go home

Check in on me

I don't need your sympathy

Check on on me

I'm fine

Blame it on me

You know my vulnerabilities

Don't flip them on me tonight

Chorus

I, I, I, I'm still recovering

From last time you fucked me up

I, I, I, I'm addicted to this toxic type of love

Oh I'm addicted to the light

I'm holding on to life

You holding on to mine

I'm walking your boundary line

I've waited my turn

To be honest I've been been gettin high and flirting cause I'm hurting and I want you to lean

Don't want you to save me

I'm saving my self

I've been on my own so long and I don't need your help

Check in on me

I got no empathy

Check in on me

she died

Blame it on me

I became your enemy I hope this isn't me for life

Chorus:

I, I, I, I'm still recovering

From last time you fucked me up

I, I, I, I'm addicted to this toxic type of love

Oh I'm addicted to the light

I'm holding on to life

You holding on to mine

Gone

You did me wrong

I play my song

Come turn me on

I'm in the booth

Looking for truth

You tell me lies

I'm terrified

And always high

You can't deny

I compromise

My self respect

Is never met

How you deflect

You're in my head

Left me on read

I smoke my blunt

You racist cunt

No need to front

Already done

You getting pissed

Call me a bitch

You black and rich

I'm on my shit

I, I, I, I'm still recovering

From last time you fucked me up

I, I, I, I'm addicted to this toxic type of love

Oh I'm addicted to the light

I'm holding on to life

You holding on to mine