Today, I lived in the past and there was nothing there

But today, I lived in the past and it was nothing

It was empty and void

But still space and time, no line, no place, or rhyme

No connection, no pull, no strive, I think it's Sunday time

I lived in my past today, and made it out alive

Nothing recent, a vast state based on stars and angles, winged angels, how mom raised you

I rang you, I called your name

Rummaged through the struggle and pain and what I could find

Every time, it's a circle, a cycle, one line

It's so divine, my mind runs from what I find now

It's organizing and it's cleaning to be done, there's lies inside

It's cheaper in the sun

Fun leaves when you dedicate some meaning to the fun

Or abuse the notion

Guess every heartbreak could open

My soul's an ocean, the moon gives emotion

The moon gives the motion, the moon takes me back

The moon takes me back in two extremes

In nine people and five places, up the stream

I lived in my past today, I couldn't run very fast today

I watched them all through the windows and glass today

Vicariously present, ears catch a couple through the shit thin walls

And I'm forced to remember her and us

The tension, what we should've done, the stench of lust

Masked by Egyptian must

Lust, I lived in my past tonight, why did I do it

Why, I must, plus, a Gemini moon she said she could never trust

From confined to combust

From alive to a hush

Pleasure then a rush of emotion

Pleasure then erupt

Pleasure then a rush, pleasure then erupt

Pleasure then a rush of emotion

Pleasure then I'm right in an ocean

I killed my past today, did I really kill my past today

I swear

Yeah, I tried to kill my past today

Guess I thought that we could last today, aye

I really killed my past today, I really killed my past today

Took me off my path today

Thought that we could last today

Think I killed my past today

Took me off my path today

Think I killed my past, aye aye