Anxious sad and suicidal that's how others would describe me

Mother told me things could be way worse

Lonely mental overwhelmed I would add angry up as well

Oh father hoped I'd be spared by this curse

How long before I'm set to break? How many cracks am I destined to take?

Can all of this really be worth the pain? I can't count the

Hours I've spent washing away

Prayers I've send that have gone astray

People I've disappointed on the way

(Please forgive me)

God help me out

I'm terribly sorry for all the times

I were wrong

I don't wanna hate anymore

What did I do to deserve all this punishment?

Someone please tell me when is this going to end?

What did I do to deserve all this punishment?

Someone please tell me when is this going to end?

I can't take this terror I must be an error

God believe me I've made plans

Tried to talk death into being my friend

But the reaper doesn't want my hand to hold

I taught myself to play pretend

Kept struggling right under your hands

Bound to keep falling apart until I

Choke

How long before I'm set to break? How many cracks am I destined to take?

Can all of this really be worth the pain? I can't count the

Hours I've spent washing away

Prayers I've send that have gone astray

People I've disappointed on the way

Please forgive me

God help me out

I'm terribly sorry for all the times

I were wrong

I don't wanna hate anymore

What did I do to deserve all this punishment?

Someone please tell me when is this going to end?

What did I do to deserve all this punishment?

Someone please tell me when is this going to end?

I can't take this terror I must be an error