(I thought, I'd have more of this life figured out

I'm not the person that I wished I was by now)

I wanna go downtown

Get way too lost, try to figure it out

Find myself a new sound

I wanna hit rewind

Take back all the things that are wasting my time

Now I know how it felt

I wanna pack my car

Drive through the night

And then pour out my heart

To the moon and the stars

I wanna close my eyes

Blink three times wake up back in July

Find myself at the start

I thought, I'd have more of this life figured out

I'm not the person that I wished I was by now

I've been growing closer to the things that hold me back

Spite of it all, I've been sitting wasting chances that I shouldn't have

Spite of it all, I'm a loner, a loser, a washed up, no good, worthless hack

Spite of it all, spite of it all, in spite of it all

Spite of it all, I've been growing closer to the things that hold me back

Spite of it all, I've been sitting wasting chances that I shouldn't have

Spite of it all, I'm a loner, a loser, a washed up, no good, worthless hack

Spite of it all, spite of it all, in spite of it all

I thought, I'd have more of this life figured out

I'm not the person that I wished I was by now

I thought, I'd have more of this life figured out

I'm not the person that I wished I was by now

I thought, I'd have more of this life figured out

I'm not the person that I wished I was by now