In another world but i like it that way

Got marijuana, liquor, nicotine in my veins

Farthest thing from okay but i'ma still face the day

Take it one step at a time, trying my hardest not to break

I'm barely hanging on, but i still got some fight left

Jotting rhymes until i ain't feeling so lost in my head

Ill-tempered, short fused, like once a day i'm seeing red

My mind's a place where demons tread but on this mic i leave em wrecked

And incapacitated, whipping up mad creations

On every track i'm raging, snapping without fabrication

Telling shit just like it is, i really do not have the patience

For the cloak and dagger, i'm just scatterbrained and rather jaded

Yes i've been a basket case, listen to me whine

About all these issues of mine, it's too heavy to keep inside

So i channel it in these lines until i see the sunshine again

Doesn't matter the case, i'm gonna give my all and try my best

And cross my t's and dot my i's and strap in for the ride ahead

I'm quite depressed and kind of stressed but that's just part of life i guess

Take a second to breathe

Young and on a mission, chasing one hell of a dream

Another round, another purging

Of all my worries and burdens, i'm getting tired of hurting

So it's verse after verse, painting a picture with my words

Trying to keep this shit from getting any worse

Do not disturb, i'm turning pain into power

And laying waste to the cowards

Thoughts have been racing for hours

That's why i'm blazing my flower

Making my way up to outer space, i'ma forget about this place

For the moment and float away to a calmer state

Cause i'm not okay and i know that some things have gotta change

Gotta stay afloat, because of that i got a lot to say

Cannot stop the rain so i'ma sing and dance around in it

Not dropping the pen until i'm globally renowned with it

Rhyme wicked, sound different, far from the norm

Far from easy when the brain and the heart are at war

But these bars make up the art that keeps me grounded at my core

At the finish line, my mind don't feel so clouded anymore