Picture the insanity of life inside my head

I got voices polarizing me, in silence I'm a mess

I'm so gone, I'm so lost

You were all I ever wanted, but I never knew it'd be like this, like this

Better get me my head, okay, I drank with the back of my wrist

Dismay, I gained just to rid of my sins

You were all I ever wanted, but I never knew it'd be like this

I try so hard, but nothing seems to matter to me

I try so hard, but nothing seems to matter

No, nothing seems to matter to me

I'm so gone, I'm so lost

But nothing seems to matter, no, nothing seems to matter, no

I'm so gone, I'm so lost

But nothing seems to matter, no, nothing seems to matter to me

I can't complain it's over, feel like I'm the only one

Wait until I fuck it up, they wonder if I'll sober up

I sit down, think I've had enough

I can't take it, I'm out of luck

I hate this, the way I feel, baby, I feel like I'm dying

Hide out, fuck around and find out

I wish I had the better things, you can't say I don't try now

I slow when I step and I walk through that door

Got a reason to lie and a heart made of gold

I try so hard, but nothing seems to matter to me

I try so hard, but nothing seems to matter

No, nothing seems to matter to me

I can't complain it's over, feel like I'm the only one

I can't complain it's over, feel like I'm the only one

I'm so gone, I'm so lost

I can't complain it's over