I've done a lot just to make my way

Cruising through life I feel outta place

The clocks still tickin but I'm outta time

Thinkin to myself that I ain't in the

Right state of mind that's no surprise

I stay pointin things out that make me who I am

Resorting to vices, yea that's no surprise

Some day I gotta wake up an I gotta challenge the bend

I wear my heart up on my sleeve hard not to show it to them

Everything's my fault until I prosper all strung out on a limb

Fall in the depths of addiction

That's a life long imprisonment

Ohhh, Ohhhh

Why do I feel so far behind?

Go, Go

I always feel like I'm walking out on myself

No, No

I don't wanna live this all the time

All the time, all the time, all the time

I don't wanna live this all the time

X-Ray a broken heart you'll see a thousand heart-attacks

anemic blood is cold ice run through my arteries

yea you seen it all?

Temper tantrums I'm just steamin off

An I keep goin off cause I know love is blind

The problems getting a taste while knowing that I'm an addict

Put a dagger through me I'm just bein dramatic

I feel I lost all control its like I'm under some magic

Paralyzed head to toe you can only imagine

That call it just came in

Turn up the signal damn

I'm feelin life again

Cant stop I won't pretend

That! Its comin back again

Got devils on both of my shoulders I need me some new friends

Ohhh, Ohhhh

Why do I feel so far behind?

Go, Go

I always feel like I'm walking out on myself

No, No

I don't wanna live this all the time

All the time, all the time, all the time

I don't wanna live this all the time