(Feel like peeling off my skin

Just to let it all out

'Fore I drown in my sins

I got a problem with doubting myself before I begin

All this time spent alone, it's really wearing me thin)

Feel like I'm counting down the seconds to get what I really want

Time keep testing me, I'm failing, my presence is falling off

Feeling making me desperate, can't take another loss

I ain't killin time, it's killin me, I can't let it go

Ahh, feel like peelin off my skin

Just to let it all out

'Fore I drown in my sins

I got a problem with doubting myself before I begin

All this time spent alone, it's really wearing me thin

All these thoughts in my head, they ain't got nowhere to go

And everything that I say, just gets forgotten I know

That's how the memory works, but am I sticking in yours

I can't let them desert me, so I'm doin it first

Tell me who really worthy? Tell me who really work

To focus on they improvement, as they watch the world burn

Ah, having opinions reason enough to have concern

They'll just chip ya and dip, before exchanging a word

My biggest fear used to be not living how I imagined

But now I can't even picture what it was I was after

All I know it feel like even I been turning savage

And as I watch out the window, I hope that someday it passes

For now I'm counting down the seconds to get what I really want

Time keep testing me, I'm failing, my presence is falling off

All this feeling keep on making me desperate, can't take another loss,

I ain't killin time, it's killin me, and I can't let it go

Ahh, feel like peelin off my skin

Just to let it all out

'Fore I drown in my sins

I got a problem with doubting myself before I begin

All this time spent alone, it's really wearing me thin

It's really weating me thin

Voices are calling me every time that I stop

When the schizo a friend of ya, you know that you're lost

And the struggle perennial, only blooming to rot

Tryna get out, I'ma find I'm depressed than I thought

I know I just need a break, so tell me which coming first

I hope it's physical, mentally I've been under the dirt

Just trying to figure what's meant for me, get the things I deserve,

But all my empathy spent before I look in the mirror

And now I hate this motherfucker staring back at me

Too curious and selfish, every step he take is draining me

Why the fuck he smiling like that, while I just sit and bleed

He postin pics for compliments, but don't feel shit from it and needs

Way too much attention just to get the validation he

Used to fuel my motives, locked me up and threw away the key

Cause he knows that the Oak can't just float on all these pleasant trees

It's a nightmare blunt rotation, I just pass the smoke to me

As I'm counting down the seconds to get what I really want

Time keep testing me, and I'm failing, my presence falling off

Feeling keep on making me desperate, can't take another loss

I ain't killin time, it's killin me, and I can't let it go

Feel like peelin off my skin

Just to let it all out

'Fore I drown in my sins,

I got a problem with doubting myself before I begin,

All this time spent alone, it's really wearing me thin

It's really wearing me thin