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2011 (Demo)
Hip-Hop/Rap
2011 (Demo)은(는) {albumName} 앨범에 수록된 곡으로 2023년 7월 28일일에 Button Eyes Records에서 발매되었습니다.Merciless Timebomb - EP
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발매일2023년 7월 28일
라벨Button Eyes Records
언어English
멜로디에 강한 음악
어쿠스틱 악기 중심
발랑스
춤추기 좋은 음악
에너지
BPM101

크레딧

실연 아티스트
Ole Ostwald
Ole Ostwald
보컬
작곡 및 작사
Ole Ostwald
Ole Ostwald
작사가 겸 작곡가
프로덕션 및 엔지니어링
Ole Ostwald
Ole Ostwald
프로듀서

가사

I'm still scared
They still follow me through all my nightmares
I'm so hurt
Even ten years later I'm still wounded
We should have fought
But I would have died trying
There's no cure
Every passing day just creates distance
I've been thinking all day long
What the fuck is now wrong
I can't tell if I'm the evil or the blessing
But I can promise
That I would never react in the heat of the moment
But sometimes I wonder if I'm a better person now
Well I still torture myself for the things I did
I'm blinded by all those memories
I can remember all there names, faces and situation
Theyve blamed me for
All the times they told me
You will never see your mother again
Cause you'll be a junkie and a homicidal school shooter
Now they see me ten years later
And I haven't killed anyone
Took drugs or punched anyone in the face
Now they see me ten years later
And I'm not escalated or criminal
(Haha fuck you)
I'm trying to finally find my peace
I'm still scared
They still follow me through all my nightmares
I'm so hurt
Even ten years later I'm still wounded
We should have fought
But I would have died trying
There's no cure
Every passing day just creates distance
They put the pressure on a child
The perfect scapegoat was born
They pulled the strings from the background
They wanted to make it look like I was crazy
I was seven years old and
Couldn't convey that I had just picked up the behavior from home
I still vividly remember the night
I opened the window to finally put an end to it
I was so fucking done with it
It was so hard to bear for all the years
I'm traumatized
I'm still scared when the phone rings
I cried often, I was hopeless
Every day I wished I was dead
I'm still scared
They still follow me through all my nightmares
I'm so hurt
Even ten years later I'm still wounded
We should have fought
But I would have died trying
There's no cure
Every passing day just creates distance
(I'm still scared)
(They still follow me through all my nightmares)
(I'm so hurt)
(Even ten years later I'm still wounded)
(We should have fought)
(But I would have died trying)
(There's no cure)
(Every passing day just creates distance)
And now for the conclusion of this song
I would like to end with this
Enough sorrow, enough agony
This story should not take over my life
I'm glad to finally say goodbye
Written by: Ole Ostwald
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