I'm all grown up now, been the man of the house before my beard grew out

I used to pray for times like this, I've been on God's plan now

Reminiscing on the days I used to stroll through town

When I was down on my luck and faced with my self-doubts

I learned a lot about myself, isolation leads to elevation

No handouts, they say I changed on em cause I stayed away from em

Back when I was down and out I couldn't find a trace of em

God damn

Times are changing I admit at times I get complacent

Trapped in these spaces with no direction or motivation

Hop in my spaceship to take a break from the simulation

Testing my patience like compensation for medications

Load up my playlist, I shuffle pain like a 80s rave dance

Caught in the matrix, I play my hand just the way they dealt it

I couldn't help but to chase bank like a **** scamming

Trauma to commas, I cashed out and left **** standing

Waiting in line and wasting time, man you hate to see it

You can't save other people, you might inherit demons

Feel like I battle enough heathens for other reasons

Biting with treason, I son **** like babies teething

I kept my faith, I was stressed out without a reason

Focused on breathing like traffic stops with Justin Bieber

My misdemeanors in life turned me into a life preacher

A deep thinker kept his distance from attention seekers