After all these years, I'm sick of the taste

I gave you all that I have and you spit in my face, bitch

Back away from me

Poison in my veins is better than the shit that you fed me

I set my sights on a life and it was taken from me

I can't breathe from the chokehold lately

If there's a god out there, please come save me

(You forsake me)

If I go any lower, then I'll fade, it'll save me

Disregard my heart, place blame on mistakes

You're addicted to the worst of you

Your control's a high, OD'd in my pain

In your eyes I am a slave

Will you release me?

Go

I've lost control of what it takes and now I'm falling further

The agony comes in and takes control as I spiral downward

Everything is closing in and burying the person who I used to be

And leaving me in disbelief, I'm constantly with no relief

I look into the mirror to see if any shred of past me lives inside this shell

The weight I carry is my grief

So I look beyond these walls for anything to carry me

For anything and anyone to set me free, this is my plea

But this world is ugly and the devil has his grip on me

He's dragging me through Hell and back, I'll never see

(The light again)

Disregard my heart, place blame on mistakes

You're addicted to the worst of you

Your control's a high, OD'd in my pain

In your eyes I am a slave

Will you release me?

When the games you play get flipped and blow up in your face

I hope you savor the taste

Now know your fucking place

You thought you won the race

I hope you savor the taste

Now know your place

Disregard my heart, place blame on mistakes

You're addicted to the worst of you

Your control's a high, OD'd in my pain

In your eyes I am a slave

Will you release me?