I don't want to be alive

No no no

This suicidal depression is seeping in

I've lost all control and you'll never know

I'm tired of spilling my guts for you to give a fuck and it's just my luck

I'd lose my composure staring down a loaded gun

This is just a part of me you never see

This is just a part of me that never leaves

Don't you fucking see nothing's what it seems

I am I am just a sick sadistic piece of fucking shit

I've been killing myself just to feel something

Oh I need your help

Cause I can't do this on my own

Should I medicate to alleviate

This sickness inside of me

I just want to sleep

No relief no sympathy

I can't swim with these concrete fucking limbs

No one left to count on

No ground left to fucking stand on

Here we go again motherfucker

Will these demons in my head ever let me fucking rest

Oh I need your help

Cause I can't do this on my own

Should I medicate to alleviate

This sickness inside of me

I don't even know how it got this way

Circling the drain to find some fucking peace

I'm sick I'm torn I'm worn

DEAD EYES NEVER LIE