Certain type of candy better know it ain't fa free

And yes it cost ya mental space and never lets you be

Roll around one wanna feel it in my face

Medicinal that medical you know i love the taste

Certain type of candy better know it ain't fa free

And yes it cost ya mental space and never lets you be

Roll around one wanna feel it in my face

Medicinal that medical you know i love the taste

Doctor rooms be cold, but my palms still gon sweat

Telling half the truth, cause I'm not ready yet

Ego had me silent while the pain had control

I'm smiling through it all while I'm losing my whole soul

Black gay, masc, they expect me to be tough

But being strong don't mean I don't get tired and get stuck

I swear that i ain't broken I'm just unlearning my pain

Survival of the fittest finding balance in my brain

Some times I miss the old me yeah the one that couldn't sleep

I smoke another presi just to give my mind some peace

Bpd get up off of me

I know you love my smell

Many people try to play but I know they all gon fail

My mind is darker during the day I'm fighting with myself

136 on my body

Hitting 3s like Steph

Some times I miss the old me yeah the one that couldn't sleep

I smoke another presi just to give my mind some peace

Certain type of candy better know it ain't fa free

And yes it cost ya mental space and never lets you be

Roll around one wanna feel it in my face

Medicinal that medical you know i love the taste

Certain type of candy better know it ain't fa free

And yes it cost ya mental space and never lets you be

Roll around one wanna feel it in my face

Medicinal that medical you know i love the taste

Yeah you know I love the chase medicinal that medical you know I know the taste