I got family back east living their lives

I gotta best friend a couple years ago died

I'm on a set path to evict my emotions

Cause I'm just another tiny little drop in the ocean hoping

That I bring a little bread to this basket

Every day I break my back I don't know why you keep asking

If I'm okay

It's just this thing that I do

Go hard for days no shower, no grooming, or food

I'm cranking tunes

And for a second I'm hype

But I'll be on to the next before a week goes by

I give credit only where I see that credit is due

That last album took a week to put together for you

I'm on top of my wave and yeah I know I'll come down

And then my wife will have to pick me up from off of the ground cause it's a

Ride baby this them waves oh

It's raw baby yeah them waves yeah

It's so raw baby this them waves yeah

It's so raw baby this them waves

My mama told me I'm John Livingston Seagull

I can fly way higher than the average people

But the altitude sickens me and brings me down

Until it's time that I go back up cause I know that I'm bound

To live a life on a see-saw head in the clouds

Can't have a one on one convo but I'll play to a crowd

I lay at night can't sleep cause I'm thinking of how

To be a husband and a father to our future child

Am I a good friend?

Ain't seen my brother in ages

Made a diss track to my father Copy and Pasting

Haven't gone to see my sisters or my nieces and nephews

You'll be living life happy still this shit starts to get you

I've been tryna break the loop and better me as a person

Try to tell me there ain't something out there that can be worse than the ride

Ride baby this them waves oh

It's raw baby yeah them waves yeah

It's so raw baby this them waves yeah

It's so raw baby this them waves

I'll let you in on a secret I've been keeping inside

Success scares the shit out of me I'm taking my time

To do it my way so I get majority rule

Not get chewed up and spit out like the rest of these fools

I'm trucking

At this point I've got 2k on the gram

I struggle to engage with my base and cater to fans

But I just do what I do best and that's composing the beat

Getting my feelings out my head and spit em straight through my teeth

Got a team that consist of Richie, wifey, and God

They've had my back from day one since I started this job

To punch the clock late nights tryna crank this heat

While I be working 9 to 5 tryna make ends meet

Build this house brick and mortar now I'm putting in windows

Take a peek inside my life and see my lows and crescendos the ride

Ride baby this them waves oh

It's raw baby yeah them waves yeah

It's so raw baby this them waves yeah

It's so raw baby this them waves