I've been searching for myself, cause I can't seem to find a way out of my mind

Cause I've been stuck for way too long, can't seem to get out this time

I know deep down I can't give up right now

My mind's telling me I should, even though it's not good for me

Right now I know I need you most, even though my heart says don't

Let you in, even though you know me better than all these hoes

I hope that this is just a phase I go through with myself

I know it's hard for you to see me like this sometimes

I know if I let you in, it'll get better with some time

I've been praying to God, hoping that I'll make it out alive

I know everything will work out if I just try

Everything that I'm going through, I know you'll be here for me

It's me versus myself, I know I'll be six feet deep

If I don't change the way I think

I know it's my demons, cause they keep on haunting me

Making me believe these things that I know aren't true for real

I just try to drown them out, even though they still be loud

I know one day I will be able to make my father proud

Even though right now he don't believe in me, one day I'll know he'll come around

I've been searching for myself, cause I can't seem to find a way out of my mind

Cause I've been stuck for way too long, can't seem to get out this time

I know deep down I can't give up right now

My mind's telling me I should, even though it's not good for me

Right now I know I need you most, even though my heart says don't

Let you in, even though you know me better than all these hoes

I hope that this is just a phase I go through with myself

One day I know I'll be in a place where I feel heavenly

I know when I get like this, I just wanna be left alone

Most times it's not good for me, even when I'm going through it all

I know that I need you most, cause I can't be alone

You're just tryna help me, I know

I'm still tryna figure out why, I can't let you in though

I think it's cause I'm afraid to get hurt

I think it's cause I'm afraid to go down that path that I ain't mean to

I don't know why the bad things, feel so right

Been managing all this pain that I keep inside

Sometimes I get lost up in my damn mind

Can't seem to pinpoint it, something's just not right

It just feels cancerous the way it spreads inside

I've been searching for myself, cause I can't seem to find a way out

Of my mind, cause I've been stuck for way too long

Can't seem to get out this time

I know deep down I can't give up right now

My mind's telling me I should, even though it's not good for me

Right now I know I need you most, even though my heart says don't

Let you in, even though you know me better than all these hoes

I hope that this is just a phase I go through with myself