I hope the silence rots your throat

With every minute in time, I hope it makes you choke

To God, when we utter your name, another broken prayer swimming inside, feeling in vain

I want to be buried in your teeth, peddling in sleet, staying the all same

Mumbling the words, never feeling sane

I am only the pain

That you forced, you're no better than a fucking disease

Pacify these lungs all of ash

I scream through teeth I don't have

Swallowed the silence you spoon-fed

It will rot different when you're dead

I ache to vanish in the blaze

To blister under skies that never change

Let the heat peel back what's left of me

I was never made to die quietly

I ache to vanish in the blaze

In that fucking blaze

Why can't I exist just as I am

Or as I'll be