I'm so alive

I'm so enlightened

I can barely survive

A night in my mind

So I've got a plan

I'm going to find out just how boring I am

And have a good time

'Cause ever since I tried

Trying not to find

Every little meaning in my life

It's been fine, I've been cool

With my new golden rule

Numb is the new deep

Done with the old me

And talk is the same cheap it's been

Is there a God?

Why is he waiting?

Don't you think of it odd

When he knows my address?

And look at the stars

Don't it remind you just how feeble we are?

Well, it used to, I guess

'Cause ever since I tried

Trying not to find

Every little meaning in my life

It's been fine, I've been cool

With my new golden rule

Numb is the new deep

Done with the old me

And talk is the same cheap it's been

I'm a new man

I wear a new cologne and

You wouldn't know me if your eyes were closed

I know what you'll say

This won't last longer than the rest of the day

But you're wrong this time

You're wrong

Numb is the new deep

Done with the old me

I'm over the analyzing tonight

Stop trying to figure it out (You try to figure, you try to figure it out)

And deep will only bring you down

You know, I used to be

The back porch poet with my book of rhymes

Always open, knowing all the time I'm probably

Never going to find the perfect rhyme

For heavier things