Deafening Silence

Well, she looked right into my eyes And said to me The hurt that you try to hide Is killing me I drink a thousand lies To freeze the past in time I've tried to fill this silence up But now it's back again See the pain in my eyes See the scars deep inside My god, I'm down in this hole again With the laughter I smile With the tears that I cry Keep going down this road called life Called life Well, she says that I'm insecure I guess she's right 'Cause just when I think I'm sure Alone at night The agonies come back This pain won't let me be I try to fill this silence up But now it's back again See the pain in my eyes See the scars deep inside My god, I'm down in this hole again With the laughter I smile With the tears that I cry Keep going down this road called life Don't need your sympathy I just want for this silence to stop killing me It's deafening It's deafening The silence inside me It's deafening It's deafening The silence inside me The silence inside I try to fill this silence up But now it's back again It's empty like a suicide This pain inside See the pain in my eyes See the scars deep inside My god, I'm down in this hole again With the laughter I smile With the tears that I cry Keep going down this road called life Don't need your sympathy I just want for this silence to stop killing me