I Wish I Wasn't

I'm home alone again And you're out, hanging with your friends So you say, somehow I know it's not quite that way It's getting pretty late And you haven't checked on me all day When I called, you didn't answer Now I'm feeling like you're ignoring me I wish, that you were home Holding me tight in your arms I wish, I could go back To the day before we met And skip my regret I wish I wasn't in love with you So you couldn't hurt me It just ain't fair the way you treat me No you don't deserve me Wasted my time thinking bout you and you ain't never gone change I wish I wasn't in love with you so I wouldn't feel this way When you touch me my heart melts And everything you did wrong I forget So you play me and take advantage Of the love that I feel for you Why you wanna hurt me so bad I believed in you that's why I'm so mad Now I'm drowning in disappointment And it's hard for me to even look at you I wish, that you were home Holding me tight in your arms (Oooh baby) I wish, I could go back To the day before we met And skip my regret I wish I wasn't in love with you So you couldn't hurt me It just ain't fair the way you treat me No you don't deserve me Wasted my time thinking bout you and you ain't never gone change I wish I wasn't in love with you so I wouldn't feel this way Said you care about me But from what I see I ain't feeling all that So I disagree Gave you all my love And understanding Yet you treated me like your enemy So leave me alone Don't want nothin' from you Just go back where you came from This house is no longer your home You're not welcome no, no, no more I wish I wasn't in love with you So you couldn't hurt me It just ain't fair the way you treat me No you don't deserve me Wasted my time thinking bout you and you ain't never gone change I wish I wasn't in love with you so I wouldn't feel this way I wish I wasn't in love with you So you couldn't hurt me It just ain't fair the way you treat me No you don't deserve me Wasted my time thinking bout you and you ain't never gone change I wish I wasn't in love with you so I wouldn't feel this way Hear you knockin' at the door again I'm wonderin' should I let you in I open up the door and see The flowers for me So beautiful in your hand Please stop begging me to take you back I've always been a sucker for romance And before you know it I concede You're all over me Oh no here I go again I wish I wasn't in love with you So you couldn't hurt me