With Him

Isn't this, you know, kind of crazy? A part of me finds it hard to believe Two adults - no yelling, no blaming For everything that came between You look good, and I hear you're quite successful I always knew you would be Your children look just like you And your wife is quite beautiful and... Oh, me? Well I met a guy from St. Louis Kind of came out of nowhere, but he's nice I was on tour and he asked me out after one show And I thought, maybe I should give it a try And suddenly, I felt like a girl in college once again Similar to the feelings I'd get with you The butterflies inside, constantly tongue tied and I thought that maybe this could be good And now with him, I just fall again With him, with him, I just feel again With him, I come alive, I feel like the girl I thought I'd never find With him, I just love again I used to believe that we'd be together for eternity It was hard to see: that future wasn't for you and me Remember when we laid in the park to soak up the sun And how scared you were of all the pigeons? You were convinced they were on a mission to chase you out And as we kissed, I think one pooped in your hair I'm sorry, I don't mean to get nostalgic and all, but Look - there are things I want to know Like, how did you and your wife meet? And did you end up proposing on a beach? I know that's how you wanted ours to go To tell you the truth, being here with you is so strange As you sip your coffee, I feel my heart rearrange I'm afraid - so afraid You smile, and you laugh and you still give me hope The what ifs, the could have beens, what we'll never know I wish I was stronger, I'm sorry! I need to go! Cause with you, I just fall again With you, I just... with you, I just feel again With you, I come alive! I feel like the girl I used to like With you, I just... With him, I must... With you, I just... Love again