Not Forever

Still can't believe some of the things I never told

I hardly touch the phone, I don't know who to call

You're my relief and you're the one who makes me cry

I'm trying to figure out some way

To get on by

'Cause I can change, I'm not the same

Not forever

What can I say? I'm not okay

I wish I was

I want you back, I want a time

I can remember

It's as simple as I say

I can change, I'm not the same

Not forever

So I go out at nights, take walks down easy street

So talkative, no matter who I see

I wake up shaking, not alone, but on my own

I need some other guide to help

Me get back home

'Cause I can change, I'm not the same

Not forever

What can I say? I'm not okay

I wish I was

I want you back, I want a time

I can remember

It's as simple as I say

I can change, I'm not the same

Not forever

You want this part of me

The song lines in your mind

That's who I'm trying to be

And that's what you will find

If you just let me in, take me back

Closer than we ever were

I promise it's for real

'Cause I can change, I'm not the same

Not forever

What can I say? I'm not okay

I wish I was

I want you back, I want a time

I can remember

It's as simple as I say

I can change, I'm not the same

Yeah, I have changed, I'm not the same

Not forever

What can I say? I'd be okay

And so would you

If you came back, if you were here

You would remember

It's as simple as I say

I can change, I'm not the same

It's as simple as I say

I can change, I'm not the same