I felt unable, I was lying on my side

In the same clothes from the very last night

I want to pray that I am doing everything right

I saw my mom die for the very first time

She was an angel, God took her from the sky

And there's a million other people that I've found

Who cared more than I ever will

I held that note out

I grabbed my bag and I left through the door

I let my hair grow

I put these words on my skin, I cannot relate

Would you believe in my songs if I gave them all to you?

I can't find the strength in my voice to call you back

And say that everything is bad without you and I am lost again

Oh God, believe I'm lost again

I stayed in bed and

You took so much that I couldn't even sleep

I waited so long

Though that wasn't even that bad

I never had to be a part of the world

And I've been making that a goal for reasons that I cannot explain

Well, I'm an optimist but only in a perfect world

I think I'm too stained with all the negativity

From all the people in my way

Would you believe in my songs if I gave them all to you?

I can't find the strength in my voice to call you back

And say that everything is bad without you and I am lost again

Oh God, believe I'm lost again

Would you believe in my songs if I gave them all to you?

I can't find the strength in my voice to call you back

And say that everything is bad without you and I am lost again

Oh God, believe I'm lost again

I took a trip down south

I felt the sun on my face

And it made things okay for a second

I drew a picture of my problems when I was going insane

And I focused on the currents

It's the funny thing about it

I never seem to worry that every single current's not the same

It's all about position and where I choose to lay

And God, I am going away

Would you believe in my songs if I gave them all to you?

I can't find the strength in my voice to call you back

And say that everything is bad without you and I am lost again

Oh God, believe I'm lost again

Would you believe in my songs if I gave them all to you?

I can't find the strength in my voice to call you back

And say that everything is bad without you