Feelings I hide from you

As I reach you my hand

The stain of guilt sticks in my head

This perception I cannot longer stand

Aware of all mistakes I made

Hoping for rainy clouds to fade

As I slowly die

Here inside my mind

I still see your dark reflection on the walls as winter falls

A glimpse of the moment, a touch in the dark

The warmth I still recall

From this day, I vow

Far too long I tried

Hoping for forgiveness of the heart

You're waiting

She decided to come back, she decided to stay for a while

Hoping for the change that could never happen

The change of the soul and the mind

Please return...

Feels like I'm falling away from you, this time...

And as I recall my downwards fall, it fills me with anger and hate

As I realise I lost you that time, and now it's far too late