I hop out the car, man, this shit too dark

I don't like the feeling of not knowing where we are

I hop out the car, man, this shit too dark

I don't like the feeling of not knowing where we are

Yeah, I look like a bad dream

I feel like shit every day I wake up, ain't shit happy

I don't like the thought of everything being okay

Because if everything's okay, that's just like something's so uncanny

Yeah, I love to feel like shit

I love to feel like shit, I love to feel like shit

Yeah, I love to feel like shit

I love to feel like shit, I love to feel like shit

Bitch, I love to feel like shit, that's the only way I live

I get numb and it feels great, I mean, it doesn't feel like shit

Feed my mind the look of death for like ten years, I can't get sick

And then I wonder why I never care, but then I stop that thinking quick

I mean, I stop and feel like shit, I mean, I start and feel like shit

I mean, I wish somebody cared, I mean, I wish I knew the fix, yeah

I feel so unstoppable

Why am I still crying if I can't feel shit? Impossible

I got over it a year ago, but I still keep this hate

I still talk about you like we're friends, that run has met its fate

Sometimes I wish it never did

And, then again, sometimes I wish it never started

Oh, look at what you started

I forgot I had a heart, bitch

Let it go and I still feel like garbage

I wish I could be like you, so heartless

Just proceed to stab me, middle of my back, please

I fo— I forgot I had a heart, bitch

Let it go and I still feel like garbage

I wish I could be like you, so heartless

Just proceed to stab me, middle of my back, please

Would that make you happier?

Would that make you happier?

Oh-oh

Oh-oh, oh-oh

Oh-oh