No, cause I'm fucking mad

I'm sitting here having to deal with a fucking retard

With a fucking tard kid who hopped off the fucking sped bus

Cause he just sat there and was like

Oh, I'm gonna fucking tell him I'm gonna kill myself

He's definitely not gonna come check on me, because, you know

I think this is just this fucking horrible person

Like, fuck, I'm not Satan, dude

I'm not sitting there hoping for you to fucking kill yourself and hang yourself

Or fucking cut yourself

Cause I fucking care, cause you're a person

I'm not sitting there hoping for you to die

I didn't sit there

Glad about anything, or about

I'm not fucking spiteful

I'm sitting there hoping that you're gonna be a fine person

Be okay, cause I feel bad, because I did shit

Cause I do, I feel bad for that shit

And I know you don't believe it

I know you think I'm lying, I know you think I'm sitting there

I'm just cackling, I'm not

I'm sitting there feeling like shit

I don't care

Like, I- I- You think I don't care

You think I just sit there, and I'm like happy about this shit

And it hurts! And it hurts, dude

Cause I don't

I don't want to have to fight with you every fucking five different things

Because you think I hate you, or you think I want- I want you to dinner or some shit

Cause I don't! I'm not

I'm sitting there feeling horrible about this shit

I feel like I'm gonna fucking kill myself

Cause I'm already dealing with my fucking ex

I'm already dealing with my mom and y'all

I'm already dealing with everything, I don't even have anything

You wanna be in my life

You shouldn't assume that you wanna be in my life

Cause you don't

You fucking don't

I have jack shit

I have no friends

My mom is a drug addict

My dad thinks I'm a fucking narcissist, even though I'm not

I'm sitting here, and my room feels like shit

I feel like shit

I'm hurt

I'm sitting here, there's nothing that you wanna be a part of me

Or feel envious about

There's nothing

There's nothing

And for you to assume this shit

Pisses me the fuck off

Cause it's stupid