Caught up in the back 40 of my mind

Thinking about what I left behind

Always in pain, every day's the same

Reaching high for my own decline

Can't believe I had to leave it

Everything that I thought was me

Had my reasons, change of seasons

Everything that I thought was free

I wasted my youth and I did it all for you

I told you the truth but it was too much to chew

Why can't you believe me when I told you it was only you

There's no need to grieve me just because someone's come around with a different tune

Tangled up and I'm walking a new road

I loosened my grip but I'm not letting go

Wasting time but still time flies

The faster I go, the more I feel slow

Heavy breathing, heart is beating

Just the way that it used to be

Our bodies heating, feels like cheating

Not the way that we'd agreed

I wasted my youth and I did it all for you

I told you the truth but it was too much to chew

Why can't you believe me when I told you it was only you

There's no need to grieve me just because someone's come around with a different tune

I wasted my youth and I did it all for you

I told you the truth but it was too much to chew

Why can't you believe me when I told you it was only you

There's no need to grieve me just because someone's come around with a different tune

Don't ask for a reason, well lately one's been missing

Hold on to the fever and baby hold on to me