Going insane, how I was raised

Twenty years older and nothing has changed

All of this pain, with nothing to gain

Shit got me dizzy but it keep me sane

Hard to explain, sick in the brain

Running from demons I just can't contain

You may have problems but we ain't the same

Fighting my demons but you playing games

So I do what I do, goodbye to you, if only you knew oh

The pain in my heart, from back at the start, it's getting so hard oh

I am who I am, don't give a damn, I do what I can oh

It's outa my hands and I don't know who I am now

Don't know who I am now, I'm a different man now

Don't know who I am now, feel like I'm a man down

Don't know who I am now but I won't ever back down

Don't know who I am now, feel like a different man now

Ooo

Smokin and drinkin yeah I do some more

Swallow my sadnesses and pour me a four

Dealing with demons they hard to ignore

Smokin and drinkin I puff on some more

I don't really know how much more, I can take

I don't really know how much more, till I break

'Cause I been holding on for you

But my demons they don't want me to

I been holding on for you

No my demons they don't want me to