I'm falling deeper every day

I can't escape the weight I can't escape the pain

Life was golden now it's gray

Everything just fades away

All the colours all the light

Disappearing out of sight

I've been drifting I've been sinking can't escape my mind!

Every moment every memory leaving me behind!

I keep reaching I keep breaking nothing left to find!

I've been drifting I've been sinking can't leave it all behind!

I've been drifting I've been sinking lost inside my mind

I've been drifting I've been sinking nothing left to find

I've been drifting I've been sinking lost inside my mind

I've been drifting I've been sinking and the pain unwinds

Back in uni chasing dreams I was living full of hope

Friends beside me family smiling yeah I had a way to cope

Then I found love after that thought my future had its glow

But it all slipped through my fingers now there's nothing left to show

I chose a vegan life a path that's mine a stand for what I feel

But they mock and laugh at me it's like my choices aren't real

Instagram Snapchat Facebook all the socials I ignore

Isolating from the world I can't take this anymore

Motivation buried deep every spark is turning cold

I just spend to feel alive but the feeling never holds

I'm a shadow in the mirror can't remember who I was

Every step I take is hollow every breath is just because

And I don't even care no more

I'm a ghost of who I was before

Everything I had is gone

But the echoes carry on

I've been drifting I've been sinking can't escape my mind!

Every moment every memory leaving me behind!

I keep reaching I keep breaking nothing left to find!

I've been drifting I've been sinking can't leave it all behind!

I've been drifting I've been sinking lost inside my mind

I've been drifting I've been sinking nothing left to find

I've been drifting I've been sinking lost inside my mind

I've been drifting I've been sinking and the pain unwinds

Isolation's got me locked I don't answer when they call

Family dinners turned to silence I don't show my face at all

Even music feels like static even sunlight feels like night

Every joy I ever had is just a ghost that's out of sight

Looking back at who I was it feels like someone else's life

Now I'm running out of breath losing time with every strike

Empty bottles empty rooms and a mind that never rests

Every day's a losing battle and I'm failing every test

I don't wanna feel but I'm scared to be numb

I don't wanna fade but my soul's already gone

Mirror shows a stranger staring back where I belong

I was whole now I'm shattered and I don't know what went wrong

I've been drifting I've been sinking can't escape my mind!

Every moment every memory leaving me behind!

I keep reaching I keep breaking nothing left to find!

I've been drifting I've been sinking can't leave it all behind!

I've been drifting I've been sinking lost inside my mind

I've been drifting I've been sinking nothing left to find

I've been drifting I've been sinking lost inside my mind

I've been drifting I've been sinking and the pain unwinds

Life was golden now it's rust

All I had just turned to dust

Uni days my girl my friends

Every story has its end

So I'll fade into the silence

But I leave my heart with you

Thank you for the laughter the love the memories

I hope you feel me in the spaces in-between

Goodbye and all my gratitude too

Haven't slept in days my mind won't let me rest

No hunger in my chest just an ache I can't suppress

Curtains drawn I'm stuck in bed the world just fades away

Silent phone no words to speak no one left to stay

Loneliness wraps around me like a shadow cold and tight

I'm reaching out but nothing's there I'm disappearing from the light

Every heartbeat feels like falling every breath a heavy stone

I'm alive but I'm not living I'm just lost and all alone