I reconciled with differences I once resented

Ignorant to the facts i was once defending

Learn life then you done pretending

Prefer your type, or you love the trending

The love of the money but they need dimension

It's one thing to make it , the resolve is retention

Want it now or late kid there's honour in pension

tardiness, belated , you are in attendance

Critical of what's being presented

Pivotal how you respond to the incentive

The dividends of my investments

The thought of Loyalty has foiled me

duped by impressions

Lamented on losses and learned my Lessons

The Passion turn to obsession

Accountability with no confessing

Will you stand tall or hand off

When it's time to execute

The give and take its time to retribute

You saying I don't trust you but baby I'm being cautious

My anxiety already got me nauseous

I keep having nightmares of getting locked up

If I move distant it's cause trauma got my guard up

Not even sick and tired baby I'm exhausted

Cause you know the life we living so chaotic

You say you love me I just you being honest

Cause I can't lose the only light inside my darkness

I got some pages unturned in this book called life

And some bridges got burnt but the fire gave light

And i keep tryna smile but this shit aint nice

So i pree everyting like a egale in flight

And it's broken

the trust is tarnished

And im always on ps and qs but now its cautios

Im seeing shadows and **** feeling haunted

Imma show a **** bout the darkness if its crosses

I rather just chill on my ones dont need no new friends

Because im always thinking bout if there's a loose end like Is he tryna snake me

Or does she hate me

Or am i over thinking as im getting wavy

But this thing called life is a fucked up game

Why im traumatized all i ever do is hold pain so I,

Just pray for protection as im protected

And step with precaution just as expected