Not gonna sit back

The way you want me to

Kinda regret that

The times I thought I should

Nothing to hold back

Although you said I would

I found my reason why

I bet that scares you deep inside

Starting to think the reasons don't fit in carrying my disguise

Think making me quit or faking I'm sick to escape crying eyes

Nothing you're picking feels like I'm forgetting the reasons that I cannot hide

I found my reason why, I bet that scares you deep inside—

I couldn't entertain the notion

You couldn't give me any reasons why

Now my head is stuck in motion

And I'm sick of hearing all your white lies

I couldn't entertain the notion

You couldn't give me any reasons why

Now my head is stuck in motion

And I'm sick of hearing your white lies, white lies

What you gonna do, what you gonna say

White lies, white lies

I'm sick of hearing your white lies, white lies

What you gonna do, what you gonna say

White lies, white lies

I'm sick of hearing your white

Not gonna shrink down

Just ’cause you play me small

Funny you think now

I’d ever take that fall

You tried to map out

The way I’d lose it all

Starting to think the patterns don’t fit in wearing what I survive

Think calling me weak or twisting my speech is making me less alive

Nothing you’re giving feels like I’m living still trapped inside your lies

I found my reason why I guess that means I will survive

I couldn't entertain the notion

You couldn't give me any reasons why

Now my head is stuck in motion

And I'm sick of hearing all your white lies

I couldn't entertain the notion

You couldn't give me any reasons why

Now my head is stuck in motion

And I'm sick of hearing your white lies, white lies

What you gonna do, what you gonna say

White lies, white lies

I'm sick of hearing your white lies, white lies

What you gonna do, what you gonna say

White lies, white lies

I'm sick of hearing your white