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Suicidal Thoughts
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Suicidal Thoughts은(는) {albumName} 앨범에 수록된 곡으로 2017년 8월 20일일에 Josh A & Iamjakehill에서 발매되었습니다.Better off Dead
2017년 8월 20일
라벨Josh A & Iamjakehill
언어English
BPM70
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[Verse 1]
I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fuckin' die
Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dyin'
Every day I feel like dyin'
[Verse 2]
Why do I even try?
Why do I even write lyrics about
How I'm livin' the life
When I'm battlin' pain and my demons at night
Tryin' to find a new outlet
The devil pouncin'
I hear him howlin'
My vision cloudin'
And I tried to escape but there ain't no way
Try to be strong when I deal with the pain
[Verse 3]
Yeah, but I'm ditchin' the coffin
So my family has options
Gonna work till I'm dead
So that they get the best
Don't wanna set up a bad example
'Cause the kids lookin' up can't leave in shambles
Can't make them think clockin' out's okay
So fuck suicide, I'm here to stay
[Verse 4]
Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wastin' all my time
Tryna find the light
Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wastin' all my time
Tryna find the light
Nah, man
I'll be out here runnin'
I'll be runnin' from myself now
Gunnin' demons down
Find my way out of this hell now
I'll be runnin' now
I'll be runnin' from myself now
Gunnin' demons down
Find my way out of this hell now
[Verse 5]
I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fuckin' die
Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dyin'
Every day I feel like dyin'
[Verse 6]
One too many bad thoughts inside me
Got a hole in my heart, put the past behind me
I'm pressed for time, I'm stressed with life
My breath is ice
I guess I might just bottle it up some more
Just like always
Barely standin'
Crawl down the hallway
Sink into my bed
With death inside my head
[Verse 7]
Yeah, that note you found, I didn't mean it
Just wish I had a better sense of meanin'
Never meant to let you down
I've been down and out
Racin' thoughts of how to drown them out
Fuck, never givin' in, I swear to God
No matter how many times I pray to a god
I don't believe in just to see if I will never wake up
But he called my bluff
[Verse 8]
Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wastin' all my time
Tryna find the light
Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wastin' all my time
Tryna find the light
Nah, man
I'll be out here runnin'
I'll be runnin' from myself now
Gunnin' demons down
Find my way out of this hell now
I'll be out here runnin' now
I'll be runnin' from myself now
Gunnin' demons down
Find my way out of this hell now
[Verse 9]
I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fuckin' die
Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dyin'
Every day I feel like dyin'
[Verse 10]
I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fuckin' die
Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dyin'
Every day I feel like dyin'
Written by: Josh A
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