Peeling at my fucking flesh can't ever get some fucking rest can't deal with all this fucking stress this constant torment and distress my psyche losing all the defense and endless cycle of unrest a feeling I just can't digest I feel like I have nothing left

Every day I wake

Every breathe I take

I feel the tension straining

Just another day I fucking hate this place sitting in my agony drowning

Every fucking day I hope to escape

I've always been this way

Crippling from inside

Push the pain aside

Waiting for anxiety to break me

Waiting for anxiety to break me

Choking on my words I can't get anything out, imprisoned by self sabotage it's time I seek help, my mind has become my enemy slowly but surely pain has become my identity, This is the lowest I've ever felt

A vicious cycle of self sabotage recycled through my psyche till I'm devoid and drained of all fucking happiness

I'm done playing the fucking victim

Peeling at my fucking flesh never getting any rest

This is the end of my affliction

The death of my internal calamity

Mind disempowered

Detached from reality

I'm just a fucking coward

Depriving myself of any sanity

All I feel is hate

Drowning in my own self inflicted state of mind

Foaming at the mouth feel like I'm dying from inside

Begging for my agony to fucking end

Will it get better or am I just condemned to fucking suffer