In and out of grieving

Searching of some meaning

My heart can be misleading

When what it really needs is healing

Always wishing I, never made mistakes

That’s in the past, focus on it is mass mistake

Hmm, tryna figure life out

Fighting waves to get to a lighthouse

[Chorus]

I hate feeling stagnant

Feels like I’m stuck in rain

Married to the madness

That goes on in my brain

I made it a habit

To lose belief in myself

Feeling like I can’t be helped, but

Ima take back control of my life,

Believe it

Off my back with doubt and lies

Demons

God gave a gift unmatched for real

Freedom

Claiming my peace so when you see me

I’m cheesin’

[Verse]

Pride is regrettable (pride is regrettable)

Liable to always bring you down

Saying geronimo (saying geronimo)

I’m knocking it down, knocking it down

I am forgettable (I am forgettable)

Why waste energy to please a crowd

A void is inevitable

I ain’t got time for the bull

Lived enough life to see the disguise of a happy person

I know what it’s like for real, for years I used to be that person

I know the tears, frustration plaguing the brain whenever you’re hurting

Disguises never do us justice

Only disservice

[Chorus]

I hate feeling stagnant

Feels like I’m stuck in rain

Married to the madness (married to the madness)

That goes on in my brain

I made it a habit (I made it a habit)

To lose belief in myself (yeah)

Feeling like I can’t be helped, but (ooh ooh ooh)

Ima take back control of my life,

Believe it (yeah)

Off my back with doubt and lies (no doubt, no doubt)

Demons

God gave a gift unmatched for real (for real)

Freedom

Claiming my peace so when you see me

I’m cheesin’