Always There

I'm running away Still I've got to get home I'm lost in a crowd But I'm still on my own I'm looking ahead So I'm staying behind I'm not being cruel Still I'm just being kind I close my eyes It's no surprise I'm always there Can't count the times I've tried to hide And found nowhere I'm trying to lay low But I keep getting high My feet on the ground Got my head in the sky My eye on the future That's stuck in the past I find I can't lose When I aim to come last I realize It's no surprise That nothing's clear That black is white And day is night And there is here I'm right on the ball But I'm missing the mark I burn in the sun And I'm scared of the dark A ivory tower With a bird's eye view Got plenty of time But nothing to do The best disguise It's no surprise Is disappear Can't count the times I've tried to hide And found nowhere I'm running away Still I've got to get home I'm lost in a crowd But I'm still on my own I'm looking ahead So I'm staying behind I'm not being cruel Still I'm just being kind I realize It's no surprise That nothing's clear That black is white And day is night And there is here The best disguise It's no surprise Is disappear Can't count the times I've tried to hide And found nowhere I close my eyes It's no surprise I'm always there Can't count the times I've tried to hide And found nowhere I realize It's no surprise But nothing's clear That black is white And day is night And there is here The best disguise It's no surprise Is disappear Can't count the times I've tried to hide And found nowhere