So Ridiculous

Everytime I rewind to read my story Everytime That I try It's hurting me inside 'Cause I never seem to catch the world going on outside I rewind and I can't deny I was fading like a memory Lying broke and on the ground I was hurt and on my own I was waiting for apologies From the world that broke me down I will self-destruct and blame anyone but me So ridiculous What if I only was a stupid ego What if I was the one that never cared to see I look back into a stanger's face and can't believe it's me But I know and I can't deny I was fading like a memory Lying broke and on the ground I was hurt and on my own I was waiting for apologies From the world that broke me down I will self-destruct and blame anyone but me So ridiculos I was fading I was waiting For a miricale to come But it's over Now I realize I was the one who burned the bridges I was fading like a memory Lying broke and on the ground I was hurt and on my own I was waiting for apologies From the world that broke me down I will self-destruct and blame anyone but me So ridiculous I am Lying broke and on the ground I will self-destruct and blame anyone but me So ridiculous