Once Beautiful

When I listen When I hear and never listen It makes me wonder, makes me bleed Make me see, make me listen, make me wonder Make me feel, make me dream and still remember More, no more, no less, no more to find Breathe, bleeding, haunting, silently Enough just to feel Escaping, missing, silently Once beautiful Make me see, make me listen, make me wonder Make me feel, make me dream and not surrender As my voice, it's silent And my heart, it feels less than before And my feelings fail me Pretending to be lovely Make me beautiful again And feel like I'm special still And remind me how to smile And feel like diamonds Make me beautiful again Cry my tears and vanish them Whisper in my ear as I run away and hide Pretend to be lovely Make me bleed, make me whisper, make me secret Make me wish I was never born to say this As I wait for such simpleness As I hear my quiet haunting As I feel this silence collapses me Make me beautiful again And feel like I'm special still And remind me how to smile And feel like diamonds Make me beautiful again Cry my tears and vanish them Whisper in my ear as I run away and hide Make me beautiful again And feel like I'm special And remind me how I smiled I felt like poison Once beautiful again When my tears were cherished then Whisper in my ear as I disappear Once beautiful