Becoming

A long time ago, I never knew myself Then the memory of shame birthed its gift No more the small one, the weak one, the frightened one Running from beatings, deflating I'm becoming more than a man More than you ever were Driven and burning To rise beyond Jesus I'm born again With snake's eyes Becoming God size I found my life was slipping through my hands Perhaps through death my life won't be so bad I can see you Can fuck you, inside of you Staring through your eyes Belittle your friends to serve me To suck me To realize my saving grip I, of suicide I, the Unlord I'm born again With snake's eyes Becoming God size I'm born again With snake's eyes Becoming God size