Just Believe

Smoking on the loudest out

Tryna see through a cloud of doubt

Going till a pound is out

We all got problems

Too proud to pout

More than ninety-nine, I ain't 'bout to count

Taking long walks when I'm out and about

Dreaming ten mil', just a round amount

Used to look for direction till I found a route

Wonder how the charts feel

Paranoia thoughts stay dark still

Everyday I'm here I try to write songs

'Cause I know they'll beat longer than my heart will

Yeah, tryna see every state

No white lighters

Hope I see twenty eight

You can tell my girl I'ma be running late

Can't tell how much longer she's gonna wait

A real good girl with a dirtbag guy

She could probably do better than me

Like a rich ass lawyer with a house and car

Who takes care of her and never leaves

Man, shit, I try my best

Nobody here for me to try impress

I'd rather chase a dream than be content to sit behind a desk

I used to live with the highest stress but fuck it, I digress

Just believe

Lately I've been losing sleep

Stressed, sorry if my mood is deep

No one to talk to, I use the beat

A couple bad habits that I choose to keep

My intake of booze is steep

Pop a couple pills that I use to sleep

I think I took a few this week

I'm tryin' to adjust to the hugest leap

I'm living off this music here

But I'm afraid of failing, that's the truth sincere

My anxiety is getting too severe but I ain't giving up

There's no excuses here

Dying young might be my truest fear

But now my future's bright and my view is clear

Told her I'ma get it, I'ma do it, dear

There's no way in hell I could lose this year

I worked ten years 'fore it ever paid off

You don't know what I had to trade off

I shed tears when my moms got laid off

Life's never fair, never plays soft

I'ma go get it, I'ma do it for my folks

Everyday I'm out, man, I always do the most

You'd do the same shit if you was on the ropes

Shit gets realer when you zooming up close

Just believe