FOR AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER I’VE POISONED MY OWN YOUTH WITH THE SOUNDS OF MY OWN DEFEATED I’VE PLAGUED EVERY MEMORY I’VE BEEN HOLDING MYSELF BACK NO LONGER CAN I AFFORD THIS I DON’T KNOW HOW I’M STILL ON MY FEET WITH THE WEIGHT OF EVERY MISTAKE I HOLD ABOVE MY HEAD I’M LEARNING HOW TO CAST ASIDE THE PETTY INSECURITIES BRINGING ME DOWN HOW TO LOOK FOR THE SMALLEST PLEASURES TO SEE THROUGH THE GREY AND FIND THE COLOUR I’VE MISSED I’M MAKING PROMISES THAT I WON’T EVER RETURN TO WHAT I USED TO BE IT’S A NEW BEGINNING AND HOW GOOD IT FEELS TO BE FREE FREE FROM THE PAST I’VE BURIED MYSELF IN I’M SHEDDING ALL I USED TO BE THESE WORDS WILL NO LONGER BE THE CURSE I BRING MY OWN IMMOBILISED FROM FEAR AND FROM HATE AND EVERYTHING THAT LIES IN BETWEEN I AM FREEING MYSELF I AM FREEING MYSELF I’M DONE WITH ALL THE NEGATIVITY SURROUNDING ME I WILL LIFT MY HEAD THROUGH THE DARK AND THROUGH THE CLOUDS I WILL BREATHE THE AIR SO CLEAN AND FREE I AM ME I AM ME AND I AM NO LONGER AFRAID OF WHAT LAYS AHEAD I AM BURYING EVERYTHING THAT I USED TO BE I AM BURYING EVERYTHING EVERYTHING