Open Water

I guess I thought that this would be easy I fooled myself completely into thinking I had no choice, no voice, and no control And all I've lost I've done it on my own Somebody rescue me from deep inside my head Am I the one worth saving? Save me! I break through the waves and find myself in open water I break through the waves and find myself in ocean blue (I'm always defending you) I never thought that I would be leading this lonely life I'm hiding all my feelings Inside a void a hole in my soul I dwell in the pit so that you'll never know Somebody rescue me from deep inside my head Am I the one worth saving? Save me! I break through the waves and find myself in open water I break through the waves and find myself in ocean blue And I fight the pain sometimes I wish I didn't bother Cause it's all the same I find myself defending you (I'm always defending you) (I'm always defending you) I don't know why I even try The current drags me and drowns me alive I don't know why I even try I'm sinking faster the more that I fight Somebody rescue me from deep inside my head Am I the one worth saving? Save me! I break through the waves and find myself in open water I break through the waves and find myself in ocean blue And I fight the pain sometimes I wish I didn't bother Cause it's all the same I find myself defending you (I'm always defending you) (I'm always defending you)