Rust (Bonus)

Oof I've been tryna find, searching for my peace of mind Going every night, I've been running every time Think I'm 'bout to go insane Think my mind gone MIA And I can't wait for the day Thinking about it, nah I don't rest I've been tryna find, searching for my peace of mind Going every night, I've been running every time Think I'm 'bout to go insane Think my mind gone MIA And I can't wait for the day Thinking about it, nah I don't rest Thinking music is the only way right out of poverty Think I finally made I feel like I won the lottery Swear this game is too damn rigged, been clogged up like some arteries Got too many people in my way that wanna slaughter me Fuck a motive going in 'cause they don't understand my pain, uh Fuck a motive going in 'cause music's my only end game, uh Got no plans I swear that I'ma do this 'til I die If the music went away I'd probably commit suicide So suck a dick, suck a dick if you don't fuck with me (oof) I don't put in all this work for you specifically I make hits for sad kids, I make kids into freaks Why the fuck you wasting time when you don't have to be? I've been tryna find, searching for my peace of mind Going every night, I've been running every time Think I'm 'bout to go insane Think my mind gone MIA And I can't wait for the day Thinking about it, nah I don't rest I've been tryna find, searching for my peace of mind Going every night, I've been running every time Think I'm 'bout to go insane Think my mind gone MIA And I can't wait for the day Thinking about it, nah I don't rest Sometimes I feel like 'cause it's real life Sometimes I just don't feel right Two pistols keep 'em real close Feel like I'm burning real slow My mind at rest, sick of being like this No time to stress I'm blind at best To the world outside I stay locked up No patience I don't give a fuck! Fuck everybody, fuck them I said them motherfuckers ain't shit just leave 'em dead I keep my distance and my vision is hatred I don't know why I ended up this way I'm losing patience I'm losing faith in the human race This ruined place Eradicate this ravage population In the night thoughts running through my mind In the night thoughts running through my mind In the night thoughts running through my mind In the night thoughts running through my mind I've been tryna find, searching for my peace of mind Going every night, I've been running every time Think I'm 'bout to go insane Think my mind gone MIA And I can't wait for the day Thinking about it, nah I don't rest I've been tryna find, searching for my peace of mind Going every night, I've been running every time Think I'm 'bout to go insane Think my mind gone MIA And I can't wait for the day Thinking about it, nah I don't rest Uh, late nights spooky so I keep a roof over my head Uh, late nights scream, Reaper callin' I struggle with death Uh, I don't wanna go back I don't wanna go back, go back, go back Yeah I don't wanna go back I don't wanna go back, go back, go back Yeah they ain't fucking with me, nah-nah, they ain't fucking with me, yeah They ain't fucking with me Nah nah, they ain't fucking with me nah