If Only

If only you knew I got flesh wounds bigger than you Funny how they all wanna watch my steps But they couldn't run a mile in my shoes If only you knew Exactly what a brother been through Make you really wanna roll up, get high Sip until the bottle see through If only you knew How much they pay for your silence? How much of all that money you save To put on your brother consignment? How did you sleep through the violence? You just get used to the sirens You just got stuck in the cycle now they look at you like it's my fault May not have been in the place to save you All I can offer is guidance Nights we were racking up milage You used to whip with no licence Can't ride around with that regular regular What we were serving was science Clearer than water or diamonds We had the wave like Poseidon Fuck up the re up on ego I know the industry evil I know a couple of devils in Prada tuxedos I know they see us like negros Until we came through with that black and white Seeing numbers like I'm Neo Doing numbers like casino But all that loving a placebo Energy switch up Phone don't pick up Subs on twitter Blood came thicker Must be the dope That made you slow Even with the chains you were still my nigga Me on the throne You see me calling, you see me shining You didn't like it Must be a pride ting If only you knew I got flesh wounds bigger than you Funny how they all wanna watch my steps But they couldn't run a mile in my shoes If only you knew Exactly what a brother been through Make you really wanna roll up, get high Sip until the bottle see through If only you knew Everybody talk, everybody chat Everybody shook, everybody relax Stand up straight, don't watch face You don't wanna see another brother relapse Count my steps, clock my pace Jump my grave but I don't need that I just want the crown and world off my back I just need riz and fountain of jack Yeah Yeah I heard you, cool Didn't need them in first place, cool Didn't see them on my worst day, cool No we ain't cool, no we ain't dunce No I ain't done Man wanna try take kindness for fool Married to the game, prenup the divorce Can't be friends man it's not by force Can't be them man, they look forced Nasty Phone book is looking ghastly Please don't ever put it past me You don't want the truth then why you ask me Belly Empty think I'm fasting Turn the heat up think it's bali' Let my hair down think I'm Marley Wailing Here forever ever If only you knew I got flesh wounds bigger than you Funny how they all wanna watch my steps But they couldn't run a mile in my shoes If only you knew Exactly what a brother been through Make you really wanna roll up, get high Sip until the bottle see through If only you knew Tell them to keep the same energy Can't pillow talk with the enemy That's how Adam discovered his jealousy Cautious Can't lend an ear to the talkers Me and my niggas do walk ups Leave or they fall like it's autumn then Stay on your mind like a chorus Fed up of underachieving You buy what they selling your dreaming Can't learn from hunger by eating You get left behind if you sleeping How much you gave to the preacher Racking up base with a visa Forgot we got rich of amnesia Just to get by like Felicia Energy switch up Phone don't pick up Subs on twitter Blood came thicker Must be the dope That made you slow Even with the chains you were still my nigga Me on the throne You see me calling, you see me shining You didn't like it Must be a pride ting If only you knew I got flesh wounds bigger than you Funny how they all wanna watch my steps But they couldn't run a mile in my shoes If only you knew Exactly what a brother been through Make you really wanna roll up, get high Sip until the bottle see through If only you knew