Alive

I wanna feel alive, feel the blood inside my veins I wanna slow the time, will you slow it down with me? I think I need to find what it means to be okay It's broken by design, can't live life without some pain, yeah And I know I'll keep running, know I'll be something You won't see me coming, I throw, I keep punching I grow, I keep hunting, no, I need nothing Supposed to be something, so close to me jumping You fucked me up in the worst kind of way You took all of my time and didn't give it back to me Wasn't enough and I don't know what to say You wanna fall in love but don't wanna feel the pain And I'm so low, 'cause I don't know If I'm alone, if I'm unknown But I won't go, no, I won't go You ain't never gonna slow me down, 'cause I feel alive now Fuck my 9 to 5, think I'm gonna go insane Always on the grind, but still everything's the same I'm sick of wasting time, wish I didn't feel this way But with this kind of mind I will figure out my lane It's the highs and the lows, the change and the woes All the fame on the coast and the pain no one knows I want the time just to slow, my mind's feeling low Say I'm fine but I know that I might be alone You fucked me up in the worst kind of way You took all of my time and didn't give it back to me Wasn't enough and I don't know what to say You wanna fall in love but don't wanna feel the pain And I'm so low, 'cause I don't know If I'm alone, if I'm unknown But I won't go, no, I won't go You ain't never gonna slow me down, 'cause I feel alive now You fucked me up in the worst kind of way You took all of my time and didn't give it back to me Wasn't enough and I don't know what to say You wanna fall in love but don't wanna feel the pain