Numb the Pleasure

Woke up the lights are out No one here to hear me shout Wishin' the walls were down So I can see the world around Shake my hands, move my feet To get me back onto the beat Turn my head, to try to feel But nothin' makes this thing real The pain it numbs the pleasure (Can't stand the pressure) Fightin' to feel the ground (The pain is knocking me out) I know it's hard to measure (now finally) Lost in relief I found Put on the other shoe To maybe learn a thing or two Show positivity How things are looking up for me Then I run to my defense This really doesn't make much sense I know there's more out there I might be lost but I don't care Shake my hands, move my feet To get me back onto the beat Turn my head, to try to feel But nothin' makes this thing real What a feelin', if I could start to believe it Just hold onto this feelin' 'Cause it's coming back to haunt me And I'm losin' hold on my grip