Broken

Na, no I dont need your love Played that game I've seen enough. Felt that pain gotten beating up. Knife cut deep as fuck The Grave ain't one dug deep enough. Reaching up no mercy no easing up. They see me stuck spent my life tryna even up thatll eat you up. Hard headed but I keep it up. But keeps so much shit bottled up and I get a cup fill it up Drink to much I'm stumblin. Dont give two fucks I'm doublin. I've been through so much its humblin. Still strugglin, underneath the blood pressure keep bubblin. I'm under siege. They wanna pull me up under sheets. 4 5 took under seats lemon squeeze. I suggest you dont fuck with me. What the fuck this game done to me. My innocence so self under me. Dead and gone. 6 feet same old stubborn me. The one bitch fall in love with me. Bugging me tryna cover me. Stage night, misery. Says she love my company. Rollin stone I up and leave alone is all I ever be. Me is all I ever need. If you dont know what troubles me then why the Fuck you judging me cause you dont fucking know me. All you want to is speaks about my Wrongs and you cast the first stone. Dont judge me I'm broken. And I'm tired of being on trial. You dont understand what you dont know. I built these walls so shame wont show. Dont judge me I'm broken. You dont know. I built these walls so that shame wont show dont judge me I'm broken. Theres gotta be a better me, Somewhere deep inside of me, it eats at me constantly. What did I do to keep what I do to my family, what family? I ain't got no family. In reality it's just me and this meth and a Bag of needles, So self destructive, rebuild. Na they can fuck it. Please chill. Your going to end up like tucker. No reason to live, I sit further and further and father and father. I'm bothered. I just need to talk to my father and Spend sometime with my daughter and mama. I'mma run this car into a wall put an end to it all. Chain smoking, heart broken, numb to a emotion. Noddin in and out. You know slow motion. Broken, came so close to being ruined. Im gunna wish you away if you ask me how I'm doin. Pray just looking for life for my ass. Broken, while I'm steady trying to navigate through the waves. I'm thinking how I'm gunna be here for another 20 years. All they was worried about was gettin paid. The lord made the 7th day, why cant I get my life right anyway. I'm under construction lotes of production. Put your hand out and you can see me at a function. Cause You dont fuckin know me. All you wanna do is speak about my wrong. And you cast that first stone. Dont judge me I'm broken, and I'm tired of being on trial. You dont under stand what you dont know. I built these walls so that shame wont show dont judge me I'm broken. You cant break me I'm broken. Every night I'm prayin and im hopin cause this lifes fulla hopeless And an lost ships an ups and downs like waves In your ship cant break me I'm already broken.