How I Feel

I'm struggling tonight My eyes are tired but they're still wide open And you're running through my mind Just like every other time I started hoping I'm looking back to where we've been And who we are and what we both believed in But this day will it ever end? Will we get the chance to start again? To start again I miss you And there's nothing I could ever do To take back the things I said to you And make this go away I miss you And no matter how we tell our stories I'm out of ways to show you how I feel It gets harder every day And I miss you in every way You've gotta know that I am sorry Or maybe I'm just trying to damn hard But the days I had to leave behind me Seem to be the best so far The memories we shared Will they ever fade away? Is this all because of me? Or would you tell me to stay? I miss you And there's nothing I could ever do To take back the things I said to you And make this go away I miss you And no matter how we tell our stories I'm out of ways to show you how I feel It gets harder every day The pain is taking over my whole body But I go along with it I guess I'm getting used to it Tell me, is there any way For us to rewind For us to stop time For you to come back to me For you to be mine For you to be mine? To return to the way we were before To help each other fight our losing wars I know you'd never let me drown But this ocean won't stop weighing me down Will we ever be the same Will we ever be the same again Will we ever be the same Because I'm wide awake Will we ever be the same again I miss you And there's nothing I could ever do To take back the things I said to you And make this go away I miss you And no matter how we tell our stories I'm out of ways to show you how I feel It gets harder every day And I miss you in every way As I lie here wide awake Will we ever be the same?