Half to Death

You said you scared me half to death In truth there's really not much left I didn't have a half to spare Just fragments of a memory The man i was and tried to be Never will and never was there Have to death Have to death Have to death We're halfway there And I don't care Halfway to death Who knows who I thought i'd be By now but I know that it's not me I could never make sense Moments keep on grabbing us That's ok just because I'm going to grab those moments back Have to death Have to death Have to death We're halfway there And I don't care Halfway to death Years keep coming stacking up On my back with shoulders slumped Walking in constant defeat Edges grey and rusty parts Senses dulled and ripped up hearts Walking on broken feet Have to death Have to death Have to death We're halfway there And I don't care Halfway to death