Steeples

I'm standing in the shadow of your steeple It reaches high to a place I can't climb I don't recall all the faces of the people We've met 'cause I had you on my mind And if believing is all it would take then Why can't I pray myself to be clean Of the memories of you And the hell I go through Each night when you're waking in my dreams? I - I - I am different I - I have changed And I don't think of you much anymore But maybe then I do We each like to paint a perfect portrait Of the week, or the month,or the year Is it silly to think that you just might be Better off or worse for the wear I - I - I am different I - I have changed And I don't think of you much anymore But maybe then I do I - I - I am different I - I have changed And I don't think of you much anymore But maybe then I do And now I stare at my reflection in your steeple A revelation, an awakening, a light You're not the source of the emptiness I still feel I just wrote an ending that I liked And I - I - I am different I - I have changed And I don't think of you much anymore But maybe then I do And I - I - I know you're different I know you've changed I bet you don't think of me much anymore But maybe then I do 'Cause you know I do