Habit

The roads don't have all the curves that they used to And I refuse to make a change Tonight I caught the highway empty and alone And everywhere I go, it's always gonna show I'm burning through my gasoline like cigarettes And the ghost that likes to haunt my car is free to coalesce These habits they just never seem to cease The cigarettes they rot my brains and teeth I'm biding my time as I'm biting my nails And I'm pulling out my hair These habits I can never seem to beat Taken right back to where I began I never know where to go, cuz I just can't understand I keep running myself in circles until I pick up the pieces, but just don't have the will I've dealt with all this st for way too long Demons won't you let me go I'm never moving on These habits they just never seem to cease The cigarettes they rot my brains and teeth I'm biding my time as I'm biting my nails And I'm pulling out my hair These habits I can never seem to beat Save me from myself (from myself) Save me from myself (from myself) Save me from myself (from myself) Save me from myself (from myself) These habits have been tearing me apart Finding I'm only halfway through the dark I'm doing my best and I'm trying to care And I know I'm almost there These habits always tend to leave their mark